i have never felt more disgusting. my roommates yelled at me for not eating last night and now they are watching my every move. they made me eat a tuna wrap. my stomach hurts and i dont want to eat for the rest of the day, but they are going to make me go to the dining hall for dinner with them. how can i get out of this one?!?

it is so easy to not eat when i am away at college, but i am going home for thanksgiving soon and that scares me so much. i dont know how to handle this situation. i told my parents that i stopped drinking and cut my portion sizes down so that they think thats the reason i lost weight, but i know they will notice that im not eating when i am home. i just need to be out of the house as much as possible i guess.

oh well. time for the gym with my roommate :)

it is so easy to not eat when i am away at college, but i am going home for thanksgiving soon and that scares me so much. i dont know how to handle this situation. i told my parents that i stopped drinking and cut my portion sizes down so that they think thats the reason i lost weight, but i know they will notice that im not eating when i am home. i just need to be out of the house as much as possible i guess.

ohh well.. time for the gym with my roommate:)

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